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Starting today I am going on a diet. I feel like a GIANT GROSS BLOB OF FAT. :<

The goal is to get from 95-97 (where the scale puts me, but I think i'm at least 100 ugh disgusting BLUGH) to 88. It seems like a fairly appropriate number (but thin, I will admit that it's lower than the charts consider "healthy", but it would look a lot better than I do now) since I'm only 5 ft. 2 in.

It'll go something like, for breakfast, I'll only eat Gerber sweet potato puffs or Cheerios. For lunch, it'll be whatever, because I'm often with my dad at work or out somewhere, and for dinner, whatever I didn't eat for breakfast (which will either be the puffs or the Cheerios). The only snack type foods I'll allow myself to eat will be fruit snacks like Gushers and shit, since I pretty much need those to stay alive and not get scurvy. I won't drink any soda or lemonaide at all and I won't eat fast food like all the time. Saying I won't eat fast food at all would be completely unrealistic, since we eat out pretty much every day at work and they aren't usually "healthy" places, and I need a Beefy Crunchy Burrito every so often. I'm not really seeing this diet as a "eat better food" thing. It's more like a "eat a lot less" thing. I don't want to work out at all because I have ZERO interest in gaining muscle, I'd rather be weak as shit and get thinner than get thinner but also have awkward muscles.

So yep, diet time. I wish I could find something I don't fit anymore so that I could have that sort of goal as well, but the only things I've outgrown have been my pants from 8th grade, and they're like a foot too shit on me but still fit pretty much fine. :I

4aesfyhiu

You know when you see all the pictures of a certain celebrity, and you think "wow, he/she is SO stunning." up until you see them in real life, upon which you realize that they're even MORE gorgeous than they are in the pictures?

Yeah, that totally happened to me today. Except with a Phantom.

I have never seen one of these cars before in real life. Oh. My god. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. SO BEAUTIFUL. Just drivin' down the street like holy shit. My dad and I were both like "ROLLS ROYCE" and I didn't even have time to take a picture to remember it on my phone.

But I'll be damned if it wasn't one of the most beautiful cars I've ever seen.

desk space is for pussies

SO UH.

I sorta ran out of space on my desk to use my laptop. I can't move my arm with Hound and Rodimus there. So I'm gonna stop buying Transformers MOVE TO THE FLOOR LOL. I ORDERED BARRICADE TODAY WHOO. Also, m beautiful waifu. I have nothing to talk about today, just pictures. c:

damn msn.

MSN won't let me log on until I update to the new version. It's been like this for a few weeks and I'm thinking of just uninstalling it. I don't want to have to give up my behbeh Starscream background and my fucking nudge that scares the shit out of everyone including myself. (It's Soundwave's laugh. A REALLY fucked up mp3 of Soundwave's laugh.) So. :\ I'm pretty much only on AIM now. linalinalinaaa@live.com is the name I use on there if anyone needs to contact me that I only have on MSN (which is like, 3 people?).

Today was also the first mall day in AGES. I straightened Bri's hair and I'm jealous of how long it is. When we were at the mall, I got really delicious Hawaiian chicken and we tried to find Shake Weights, but instead we found a remote control pillow and hovercopter things. Jake donated blood and some little girl threw up in a trashcan next to me (omgwtfwhy) and we walked to Borders and Toys R Us. Of course, I shouldn't have, but I ended up buying Reveal the Shield Cyclonus and Rodimus in that Battle in Space set. Like 50% of why I wanted it was the freaking matrix! I can make a necklace of it now, yaaay! 8D Anyway. Yeah, a successful mall day. I consider it successful when we don't get thrown out (which has been like, the last 3 or 4 times we've had mall days). We didn't have nearly as many people this time though, so that probably helped a lot. I don't remember if I ever talked about the last one on here. We got thrown out becuase there were literally SO MANY of us walking around together. We must have had like 15 people, half of whom I didn't even know but had seen at events like AV or at EKA before, and the security guard told us that we couldn't have more than four people in a group. There was this big argument about it, because we all met up there essentially to hang out, eat, and shop TOGETHER, not in groups of four. None of us wanted to choose three people to hang out with. It would be retarded. So we all started walking to the exit and the security guard was like "THEN YOU CAN LEAVE" and we were like, "we're already leaving." And someone threw in a comment about the guard not having more than three friends in high school. So he had a guy in a truck escort us out to the street. We asked the guy in the truck why exactly we weren't allowed to hang out together and he told us that the guy who kicked us out as we were leaving was the head of security, and he was a douchebag to everyone. Apparently he had escorted other groups of people out that day. We all went to Target and Hobby Lobby then and ate McDonalds. The time before that, I don't even know. Mike flipped a table in the food court full of ice and ketchup at Hunter and we all ran out before someone got security. I will never know what happened to that mess.

And now, I feel like I have nothing else to talk about. Gonna buy James his DM manual at Borders before they close the store nearest to us. c:

buh.

I am pretty exhausted since last night. It was our "family night" sort of thing, where we all go out to eat and then do something else if we have enough money. Well, we went to eat, then went to the bakery to buy a few cookies, and then went to the craft store. My sister and I were pretty much just dicks to each other in there and shoved each other around and otherwise hurt one-another with the shit laying around. I found an F-14 model that I soooo want to make! They had an AH-64 and a Spitfire model as well, but for all of them I would need to buy the paint, and I don't feel like spending money on paint when I'm coming close to having enough for my Candy Treat JSK. I was also wearing a foam Spike Witwicky hard hat for a while in there, but it kept popping off my head 'cause I was wearing big pigtails. It looked retarded.

Anyway, after the whole craft store thing, we came home and SOMETHING made me think "oh hey, I have to watch those episodes of Prime" right then. So my sister and I literally watched all 6 episodes of TF Prime until like two in the morning, recording the commentaries like we sometimes do. I'm surprised we didn't wake up the neighbors with how hard we were laughing sometimes. BEE'S FUCKING FACE. HIS FUCKING FACE IS THE MOST ADORABLE AND FRIGHTENING THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. I wish that I had never seen it and at the same time it's like mesmerizing. We kept talking about Resident Evil during the later episodes because of Meg's zombie army and LOLOLOLOL NEVADA. WE TOTALLY HAVE VAST CANYONS AND SHIT HERE. ....Actually I wish we looked like that, it was pretty awesome. I like Sari so much more than I like all three of these human characters though. :c

ALSO, THIS FUCKING FABULOUS FAGGOT.

I swear to god. The MAJORITY of what is on those recording is Bri and I just gushing over this motherfucker. "Holy shit look at his hands." "Holy shit look at his legs." "Holy shit look at his heels." "Holy shit look at his derpy eyes." EVERYTHING. THE WHOLE TIME. And this scene?

Aw. His smile. IT WAS CUTE. WTF. Both of us for five minutes after that were just like "THAT WAS ADORABLE WHAT IS GOING ON". And of course, even after we finished watching all of the episodes, I had to stay up for another hour-and-a-half drawing shit from them. So yep. Up until almost 4 in the morning last night (AFTER freaking out about that DotM Shockwave picture to like three people and not going to work because my dad is sick) and I couldn't sleep past 9 this morning. Ah well. It was worth it. :D

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MY ENTIRE LIFE IS COMPLETE NOW
(not really though because I should probably see the movie)
(also buy the toy)
I AM AT A LOSS FOR WORDS RIGHT NOW
SERIOUSLY I NEED TO GO INTO THE BACKYARD AND THROW MY FUCKING DOG OVER THE WALL AND FLIP BACKWARDS WITH HAPPINESS
HE LOOK DELICIOUS JESUS CHRIST
I'M GONNA GO CRY AND JIZZ RAINBOWS IN A CORNER AND DIE OF SHEER EXCITEMENT AND FANGIRLY JOY
I WAS JUST PUNCHING THE SHIT OUT OF MY KEYBOARD WHEN SHOWING THIS TO KAELA ON STEAM
I THINK I BROKE MY SEVEN KEY

valentine's day is over~

Well, it was over two days ago, but I MEANT to post this really early in the morning on the 15th, so the title sort of makes less sense now. :< A couple of days ago was the Valentine's Dance at EK, at which I took pictures of Bri and Sherandra's wedding. I'm not gonna post them here though, since I haven't even sent the pictures to those two yet. James and I got "married" too, but the plastic ring was too big for my finger and kept falling off. I also got free pizza and dance with people and just had fun. c: Over the weekend James and I kept working on our D&D characters for his campaign that will hopefully start as soon as we get just a few more people in with it. I like his character a lot more than I like my own, somehow she came out very tsundere and buff as hell since she's a fighter and he wants to play a rouge. I was trying to leave out the prideful and drunken traits that most of my characters have. I also re-organized my Transformers so that they're on a box, which makes them a lot easier to display. I just have to pose all of them now.
For Valentine's Day, we went to Build-a-Bear. c: It was lovely~ We made a little black bear who is a Jedi. His name is Amadeus, becuase then he would have a song written about him. For the rest of the day both James and I were occasionally singing the "come on and rock me amadeus" part of the song because it's so catchy. We got McDonalds too, and I got a little Rarity toy in my Happy Meal. 8D Then, in the evening, he gave me the best Valentine gift ever- PERCEPTOR!! 8D I am so happy. I could NOT find him and it was lucky. I love how long his legs are in robot mode and I am still obessing over the chrome parts. I haven't gotten a Transformer with chrome since I got Henkei Sunstreaker. We had a nice dinner and watched stuff when we got home, because we were both tired as hell from being out all day. After James gave me Perce I just sort of hopped around for like ten minutes. That man knows the way to my heart. It was a fantastic Valentine's Day~! c:

WISHLIST TIME.

Yes. A wishlist. I'm gonna update this over time, and maybe make a lolita one. This one is more important though. These are all just... Off the top of my head, so I'm probably going to edit this A LOT as I think of the other shit I've wanted in previous months.

wah i have a cold. ;__;

James: ...and today I was also reading about the reasons people become sexually attracted to cars.
Lina: What, who doesn't want to fuck cars?
James: ...

Nah really, I KNOW everyone's seen at least one car they want to bang.

HEY

HORY SHET.
TF3 COMMERCIAL DURING THE SUPERBOWL. OwO
...And the didn't show Shockwave, just Optimus being a badass.

STILL, SHIT.

well, uh.

Did this to my backpack a few days ago with paint pens. :D Destron side was still drying when I took the photo, but I touched it up and the areas of the Autobot side that aren't colored. This is what I want tattooed on the back of my neck later this year. c: (not my shitty paint pen version though, the official picture.)

The bump in my jaw is going down slowly. I'm eating sour candy (an odd recommendation but it seems to be helping) and not touching it, and it's stopped hurting already and is now about the size of a jellybean, so I must be doing something right.

Today I went to the dentist with my dad and got my teeth cleaned. It felt AWESOME, like really, I love flossing but it's different to have clean clean teeth. I might go back there later this month to talk to them about me hanging out there (but... not interning because I wouldn't be able to be there most of the time, fuuuck) since it's the office of the wife of one of the guys in the LVAC corporate office. That is a fucking mouthful.

Also, I intend to go to the store very soon and NOT STOP LOOKING AT EVERY STORE EVER until I find Reveal the Shield Perceptor. I want him like, a lot, along with Barricade. They are at the top of my list right now. ;o; After that is TFA Shockwave (because I feel that I really need a toy of my husbando and I'm surprised I haven't got him yet) and WUGH Sky Lynx. I want Sky Lynx like ultra bad but I know it's gonna be a chore to get him.

But, along with this and a much needed order of pink blouses and cardigans, I also seriously have to start my Sari cosplay if I want to have it done by summer. I have the wig, circle lenses, clips, socks, and key material picked already, just the boot painting and sewing are gonna kill my time and money. I might have to get some help so that it doesn't look shitty. I reeeeeeally want to make the Allspark key more than anything! I'll just wear it around with my regular clothes until my cosplay is finished.~ :D


And I think that's it for updates and such. C: This is a picture from the Drift photos in the storm drain that I didn't particularly like... His face looks really old... But I have to end this post somehow.