wtf is this. D:

I have a marble size bump, a hard bump, in my jaw under my chin. It's really freaking me out. It started hurting very suddenly and it's been swelling for the past hour (when I touched it and first noticed that it hurt). It sort of hurts to swallow and it really hurts to touch it and flex my neck. I have no idea what it is, James says it's possible that I have a swollen or infected lymph node. He says if it's swollen, it should be gone by tomorrow morning, but if it's infected, I have to get it checked out and get antibiotics. I have no idea what to do because it's just started hurting progressively more... Gah I'm so worried. It's almost 10 PM though so I can't go to just any clinic and get it checked out, I'd have to go to the ER, and I really don't think it warrants that. I'm just freaking out uggh. D:

EHEEEE

OADOASJDSJOASDF
I'LL TAKE 100 OF THEM. OuO
I LOVE IT ♥♥♥♥♪ GAH

...Though I will admit, I would have preferred him to be taller and lankier, but either way I LOVE IT SO MUCH GONNA GET THE FIRST ONE AT THE STORE DAT RIBCAGE AUUGH SHOCKWAVE. Y U DO DIS TU ME. ♥

P.S. - I saw Elvis crossing the street today on the way home. I love this city. c:

aha.

I did this when I made my picture for loli_secrets today.
I can't post it there, so instead I'll just leave it right here.

hurm.

Well, even though I'm getting JJ before Valentines Day, I'm thinking of snagging AP's Fruit Parlor JSK in pink. Ever since the replica was made it's fallen in price a lot, so the brand JSK is quite cheap right now. I saw it last year for sale at AV but didn't have enough on me to buy it, but I don't feel the need to own the replica first since I already know that I really like the way it looks in real life. Still iffy about Happy Garden though. :T

Eh, I just don't want to have it and end up not being able to make a really cute, creative coord with it. The pink x pink version is the one that I want, but well, what can I do with it? I really want to do pink and yellow, I'm thinking a white blouse and my yellow stripe cardigan, along with my yellow Chocomint bow, and maybe yellow wristcuffs around the ankle paired with pink tea parties. It's a shame the brighter pink shoes I got for extra cheap don't fit me properly, because those would look really nice with this JSK. Eh, I dunno yet. Still thinking about it and still trying to set up the perfect Candy Treat coord. :>

WOBAH

I ran into Rover today at the cafe. I love it when that happens! :D

Even though he's not in Wild World, it was a major shocker the first time I walked down to get coffee and he was sitting at the counter. It took me a second to be like "...Wait, he couldn't have gotten off of the train, there is no train!" and I get to talk to the character that introduced me to the game when I was like 11.

I still get on our Gamecube game ocasionally, the city we called Solvang (this was after our first trip ever there, so we were in love with the place) has so many animals living there. I don't know if it was a time thing, we played every day on Solvang for like three years straight, but it almost feels overpopulated. Butch, Buck, Mitzi, and Bob have lived there since the game started, and we gradually ended up with Snooty, Nate, Savannah, Whitney, Gaston, and Apollo. I think the only person who has ever moved out was Amelia, and me and my sister were like, shocked, because no-one had ever moved out before. The abruptness of moving in the GC version is probably what keeps me from playing a lot of the time, I get on it to de-weed and enjoy the graphics and music, but I stick to Wild World for all my srs bsns fossil collecting and shit.

I will now stop ranting about this and continue talking to Rover while drinking delicious cactus cooler. 8D

It's already the 17th.

Okay, so I know January is partially over, but after re-kindling my love for lolita (after a very long winter break where I didn't buy anything- except Transformers) I've cemented some new years resolutions. Some are a little lame, but I hope I can accomplish all of them by the end of the year! (also OMG COSMOS I LOVE THIS PICTURE)


★ Barricade + Doughnut. I shouldn't start off with a lame one, but I REALLY have to get a Barricade toy, the problem is finding a doughnut for him! I don't want to ask Bri to make one out of clay for me because it'd be too heavy for him to carry over his head like he does in the TF game, but I don't know how else to get one in the right size. Aaaah! D:

★ Go on a damn vacation. I don't care where, it can be to Solvang or Disneyland or Reno for all I care. I absolutely love this city to pieces, but I want the feel of a vacation, the packing and photos and everything! I'm willing to go anywhere.

★ Have my three dream dresses by Anime Vegas in September. I'm already working on purchasing Jewelry Jelly right now, but I have to score Milky Planet and Dreaming Macaron as well. I don't particularly want to wear lolita to the con, I just want to have them by then. =w=

★ Get better at taking pictures as a whole. I have a Canon farm at my disposal, and I should use it. I just need to clear out like 5 4 GB memory cards so that I can actually TAKE pictures...

★ Have an organization revamp in my bathroom and closet. I feel like my blue wig that I bought to cosplay Konan from Naruto like, 3 years ago is being completely destroyed. D: I need to find (or make) a place for all of my bracelets, headbows, necklaces (pinning them to the wall is so not working), and all my freaking accessories from Chocomint and little handmade stores. I am also really sick of my closet, I feel like there's no space and nowhere to hang my petticoats and my fantastic tutu, all of my lolita dresses and skirts are squished in with my fairy-kei shit, and my work clothes are stuffed into the pink drawers underneath my hanging wardrobe. It just feels so disorganized.

★ Get my scholarship worked out. I really, really don't want to do this one, but I know I have to. We're pretty poor and college is not cheap, and I don't want it to just never get done.

★ Clean the room more as a whole. I feel like I clean everything up, dust all my shelves and organize all my stuff, pose my TFs, and have everything nice and neat, and then I think "Alright, I'm good!" and let everything become disorganized as I use things and not put them back where they belong, or let clothes that I'm trying to coordinate pile up on the bathroom sink.

★ Lose 7-10 pounds. This isn't a year goal, this is something that needs to be accomplished by mid-February. I know 85 pounds would be unhealthy so I said 7-10 lbs, but I just look extremely fat right now. The scales always put me between 94 and 99, but jeez I look awful! Gotta start walking Sarge, maybe he'll get skinny again too. Besides, I miss walking all the time! :D

★ Other general stuff. Finish my Lunar Lander room in Animal Crossing, buy James all of his D&D books that he wants, get better at coordinating and combining colors, get better at my makeup and combine creative hairstyles with lolita, learn more stuff on Edius and After Effects, and just have a better time this year than last year. I know I don't have school and I don't see my former friends as much, but the end of last year, winter break where James and I just spent two weeks having so much fun, I loved that. At first I hated being almost disconnected from everyone, but now, realizing that the people who care about me will actually put an effort into contacting me, I love being with James and my closest friends almost all the time. I want this year to be full of that, hanging out with James and Bri and talking to Kaela, my friends~!

Oh, and I also want to get WAAAY batter at drawing airplanes. I tried to draw an F-18 the other day and it came out looking more like a hornet insect rather than a hornet plane. Holy shit I need to practice this more. c:

ASS

I woke up in the midst of laughing today because of the dream I had last night.

It was like, Decepticons. ONLY Decepticons and some random just... shit happening. The first thing I remember was G1 Megatron punching Starscream in his hip (wtf) yelling something like "you don't ACTUALLY want to rule the galaxy, do you?" and this fucking little man like crawled out of his shoulder and was like, "yeah Starscream, he's right!" And Megatron punched him off. Then Rarity and Twilight Sparkle from FiM were there, but Rarity's head was like really, really small and her legs were spiny and long, and Starscream crawled over to them because he was injured, and animated Cyclonus was there with them. All of the sudden they just all went away except for Starscream who was rolling aorund on the floor in pain.

Animated Cyclonus came back and was like "LISTEN UP" And Starscream was suddenly Animated Starscream and just stood up and was like "It's time for the auction," And there was this huge warehouse on the horizon that was supposedly an auction house. I was standing at the font door (which now looked like a barn door) and this HUGE wheelchair rolled up to me and Decepticons just started crawling out of it and into the auction house. I took out this weird card thing and handed it to Soundwave and said that this was "my card for dubstep" and told him to get rid of it. Suddenly these FBI looking guys started fucking running at the building from nowhere and I thought I was going to be arrested for giving Soundwave the card, so I bolted off fucking running into the distance. I ran to the Mandalay Bay... somehow? And I woke up right as Starscream was standing on top of the statue of Lenin's head. Man what the fuck was that shit.

HEY KAELA

YOU GOTTA WATCH THIS PART OF THIS MOVIE THAT ISN'T ABOUT SPACE AT ALL
THANKS TO YOUR LAST POST I KNOW YOU'LL LOVE IT. c:

uuuuwee.

I haven't really had much to talk about, so I haven't made a post in a while. Kaela's freakin Christmas present ended up getting delivered to my house because I apparent;y cannot comprehend the difference between a shipping address and a billing address. At leas tnow I get to send it out along with my letter, so they might get there at the same time. HEY KAELA, look for the bright pink envelope in your mail soon. =w=

Yeah, January has been pretty dull, nothing but working on Dr. Life clips with my dad all day and drawing a lot. My mom had this weird run in with a cop and found out that her insurance hadn't sent anything saying she had any since last March, which was pretty funny, and I got McDonalds breakfast out of it, which I have been craving since forever. I also got a manicure, I'll post a picture later when the sun is up, it's a gel polish so it's gonna stay on for about three weeks to a month if I'm delicate. Ordered a shitton of stuff on Taobao, hopefully my shoes and stuff will get here soon so I can make some cute coords in time for Valentines Day. :D

Also, LUCKY ME, WHOO. I have been waiting to finish my lovely set on Animal Crossing for like forever, just waiting for the day a flea market comes along so I can buy Bella's lovely bed- my only missing item, before I make her move out because I hate mice in my town. Well, the other day I went into her house and noticed an extra shirt on the floor instead of the bed, and I ran over to the recycling bin and what do you know, there it fucking was. Complete lovely set! For free. Fuck yeah, now all I have to do is buy back my lunar shit for the second story of my house. Anyway, I have nothing else to talk about. c:

Also, BEBEH SOUNDWAVE. :3

WOOOOOOOOO

FUCK IT'S SNOWING OUTSIDE RIGHT NOW!!

HOLY SHIT REAL SNOW COMING FROM THE SKY WHOOOOOA~

THIRD TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE SEEING FALLING SNOW ★

No but seriously, I am SO excited right now. It's too thin to stick to the street but the grass has a frosty layer to it already. I love this city more than I love air but it's seriously the wrong place to live if you love the snow and cold as much as I do. It's so beautiful watching it fall from the sky... I wish I had my camera right now to take pictures of everything now. I just love the snow~ So delicate and pretty, my favorite weather of all time. Someday I swear I'll take a vacation to Mt. Charleston or somewhere in northern Nevada to see snow every year.