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every day i sit inside here i pretend it's okay and that i'm keeping myself entertained, but i know that every single day i'm just tearing myself up with loneliness.

i'm waiting for the ups guy to get here with my delivery so that i can talk to someone. my texts go unreplied, i've got no internet friends, no blogs to check, no-one to hang out with. i just fill out job applications from time to time.

it's only the third week of the school year and i'm going out of my mind.